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PART IV.I - FIN
bluntfiend's adults only chatroom
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juliachildenthusiast: Jude?
juliachildenthusiast: Holy shit where have you been
bluntfiend: Hey. Just wanted to say final goodbyes before I meet the Jannies. I'm laying low in a church right now, waiting and praying.
lesbian_gengar: u really shouldn't do this. not only is it a sin theres no going back once you do it, mr. catholic boy.
bluntfiend: There was never a choice to go back. From the moment we started this fucking thing, it was always going to end like this. This is my fate.
juliachildenthusiast: But does it mean you have to die?
bluntfiend: It means that I can't keep living. Not like this.
jockjamsvol6: Jude.
jockjamsvol6: You really dont have to do this. We can keep changing hosts. We can keep moving.
jockjamsvol6: As long as it takes.
bluntfiend: I'm done letting other people die while I fucking suffer. Why won't you just let me give up? Why do I matter?
juliachildenthusiast:Because youre our friend. Because we care about you. You were there for me when Katie killed herself, whose going to be there for us now that youre doing the same?
bluntfiend: That's not my problem. That's the whole thing, don't any of you understand? Let me spell it out: everything that is happening should not have been my problem to solve. I shouldn't have suffered as much as I did, I didn't deserve this - but I did, and it's done. I'm sick of solving every problem but my own, I'm tired of dealing with bullshit landlords and I can't keep being the person you so clearly need me to be!
bluntfiend: Just let me die. Let me sleep. Give me freedom from this hell, please.
lesbian_gengar: jude…if u do this ur going to be pissing g-d off. r u sure u can handle that at this tender moment?
bluntfiend: God can meet me in hell, and when he does, he can explain why he made the world a place of suffering.
jockjamsvol6: Hey.
jockjamsvol6: Just wanted to let you know that if you go through with this you'll never get to see my ass or abs ever again.
bluntfiend: I think I'll be alright.
bluntfiend: Anything you wanna say while I'm here, bones? Since everyone seems to think they know better than me about me?
bones: Like I said before, I would never mock or doubt you. I believe that you believe you are doing the right thing. However, in the interest of truthfulness, I doubt its efficacy.
bluntfiend: Oh, fuck off all of you.
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